The year seems to be advancing in much the same way as the year before. Does time always drag on like this? or is it merely a function of perception, that somehow I am becoming increasingly more aware of the sluggish momentum it seems to be gathering. I need some change. I need something that will overtake me, overtake me with passion, to fuel me with a drive of some sort. To rescue me and ignite the flame of creation, which lies smouldering at the moment.

I’ve been on cruise control for what seems like too long. I am feeling more dead than alive. I feel as if I’m about to explode with frustration. Perhaps my fury will take me on a new direction. Perhaps I’ll continue along the way hoping for something different. I need to take charge, to radically modify my comfort zone. It all seems so complex yet there seems to be a simplicity in the complexity. A simple thread can alter my perception so perhaps I need to learn to sew.

Must think!